Demi Moore got real about her relationship with Ashton Kutcher in her new memoir, Inside Out.
She says that she even suffered a miscarriage while they were dating.
According to The New York Times, the actress, 56, was pregnant with a baby girl and chose the name Chaplin Ray, but lost the child about six months into the pregnancy.
Demi went on to say that there was a time when blamed herself for miscarrying because she had started drinking again. After she and the Kutcher, 41, wed in 2005, they tried fertility treatments, but the New Mexico native’s drinking got worse and she started abusing Vicodin. She also learned that her husband had been unfaithful.
The pair separated in 2011, ultimately divorcing two years later.
Inside Out will be released on Tuesday, September 24.